Ideas for what to do once you turn 80.

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in this blog, i'm gonna craft a scenario, about where i had a long, healthy, fulfilling, stable, and sincerity through 80th years of my life. other than this, i prefer not to.

----Start you day by make your bed, clean yourself, and make yourself a tea, jasmine tea (personal preference). Coffee is good, but remember, you're 80. While drinking it, you can daydream for a while, and watch or feed the swan you raised on a small fountain you build in your backyard. And i hope its autumn, and you lived somewhere in Italy. 

Now, you live a slower life, where the only things you got to do is reflecting. your day is gonna filled with, seeing a mother learn how to play a base ball with her son, a father how to tie his daughter hair, a girl how to get her driver license, a man how to tied his tie, a woman how to buy a house, a man how to buy a house, a children how to ride a bike, a baby how to walk, and a new born how to laugh. Knowing that you're already experiencing the world, while they were just starting out. 

------Maybe the death of your loved ones would be your biggest heartbreak, so miss them and pray for them. Maybe with the disbandment of your favorite musician would be one of you biggest heartbreak, try to play their songs again. Watch you favorite movie again. Just repeat all things you'll miss while on earth.

Now, you should have you're own painting studio, paint as much as you can. And, I believe you must have read at least 300 books already. Now....,, its you, who will tell people that, there were always things to be scared of, learn to deal with it was part of growing up and don't ruin a good day by thinking about a bad yesterday. And, you should always be your own number one. Being 80 might made you become an advisor, so don't embarrass yourself.

Cause you're 80, you might forget about a lot of things, your childhood, your parents, your youth, your friends, your favorite musicians, your school. You might cry, some of the time, and its fine. There will be time when you lost in a memory you never had, cause theres a moment in your life when you're too hesitant to even try, and its okay. You'll continue reminiscing and think, that death is closer than 81.

And in the end, it all will end anyway, so when the bugs eating your body and they reach your heart, I hope it was the best thing they ever had, despite the fear, anger, misunderstoodment,  the solitude, no one found you in, the burden and all the things that remain unnamed that you kept there. It must have been a bad life, so heaven will be your heaven. Lets hope we all deserved heaven. Goodbye.

Cause i'm 80 so, this blog is lowkey messed up. Anyway Good Night. Chic old Lady.